I've been wanting to kiss a girl on the lips ever since before I knew I liked girls - since the first time I got the urge to kiss one of my former best friends when we were teenagers. She was a Christian and I assumed back then (early 2010) that all Christians were homophobic, so I didn't act on it because I didn't want to make things weird between us. On top of that, the school we went to at the time consisted mostly of conservative christians, so I didn't feel like I could act on it in general. A few years later - after I realized I wasn't straight - I fell in love with my other best friend during my first quarter at community college. She picked up on it and told me a couple months later that she felt uncomfortable and wanted space. I'm also autistic and had a hard time in college when it came to communicating with other queer people without coming off as creepy - not to mention, the previous situations left me lonely af. And even after college, when I did get into relationships with women, they were both long distance and never survived long enough to break it - so I've never had the opportunity to kiss another woman. That is, unless you count familial pecks on the lips with my mom, grandmas and possibly other relatives - but we all know that those don't count. So yeah - I would love to experience this sometime before I die. Ren