Ive lived 30 years pleasing others just to have them put me down and make me feel worthless they called me a lier and cheater and everything between but what I really am. I was honest helpful and supportive I listened and cared and was always there just to realize nobody will love me more then I love me so I need to start loving myself and being who I am and stop letting people tell me who I am because the person they say I am is not me at all and get this they say they love me .... I'm sorry but I could never love the awful person they are describing and very seriously doubt they could either. Wake up call honey they do not love me and I am wasting my one life I get to live on tryong to please them . I deserve so much more and want to explore and do so much with my life so for the next 30 years I'm going to live it and forget about the last 30 years. I want to help someone else feel the weight lift off them when they finally start loving theirself and really start living for themselves. Its amazing and bittersweet. @AdventuretimewithAshley