Hello?

Hello, I am Spencer Marquette. I have a youtube channel that is my first and last name (already said it). I had a thought that what if I don't get all my goals done. I am really worried. I thought maybe if I do date someone (Nobody would date me LOL) or I married (Not happening) I would get these done faster, but i'm pretty sure that won't help. I want to complete these and be happy when I do die. Thanks for reading this stupid post.